Monday, March 17, 2008

Say no to X and yes to Y

Lately, its been all about making decisions and taking stern steps in order to change to order of things and its not been a fairytale to say the least. Glad though that I am not 'fucked up' as I assumed I was because what I saw during the weekend was the fest of them 'fucked up' people. Man...isn't the world going mad? I am cutting myself off this asylum now. Don't dare call me a friend if you do not want to respect me and neither call me a friend for you want to vent your frustration only because I have a good ear. Don't keep jabbing me with that sarcasm and relating peace to politically correct capitalistic strategies because our generation is not tired of war for we never got a chance to wage one. I still love you people but I somehow sense that its not what you people want. Always tried my best to help you all in dire times, gave it my best shot but what I got in return is something which is totally not acceptable. Not that I want anything but just that fact that it was not called for and not expected. I am still the same old dude who never has an opinion about people and their lives for the lives of others has never bothered me. By the way Megadeth was cool and Mr. Mustaine as usual kicked butt of all the posers wearing black t-shirts. Dont ask me the names of the bands, might turn out to be a big fuck fest of all the insane fans. Not called for man totally not. Was I actually looking like a golfer? I mean I was wearing a pleasant green shirt and a cap. Actually, looking back, I was looking like one indeed. Fair observation I must say. Felt good to see you after a long time and felt even better because you were not fucked up.
Quoting respectmon Dave Mustaine,
Let me introduce myself, I'm a social disease.
And so I am. Prolly gonna cut myself out bigtime and I swear, the conversations henceforth will only be with family (the ones I like ofcourse) and 2 more people. I don't want people falling in the aformentioned category of the 'fucked up' to contact me. Seriously man, I might be forced to be cruel this time if I hear shit.
Thanks again for all the good times people. I am still the same dontcha worry. It's just that you have changed and this time, the change has not been accepted. Have a great life and wish you people all the success in the world.
With love