Ketamine results!

I am! yet what I am none cares or knows,
My friends forsake me like a memory lost;
I am the self-consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious host,
Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;
And yet I am! And live with shadows lost.

Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into the living sea of waking dreams,
Where there is neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;
And even the dearest - that I loved the best -
Are strange - nay, rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes where man has never trod;
A place where woman never smiled or wept;
There to abide with my creator, the ODD,
And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept;
Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;
The grass below - above the vaulted sky.

Joe once said…
“There are days when He plays his tricks on you and all you can do is smile back because life is like a train. It’s barring down on you and guess what, its gonna hit you. So what you can do is either run so that its far off a distance or you can pull up a chair, crack open a beer can and watch it come!

Varun is not sure about the existence of the ‘He’ but now he understands what joe was trying to tell him and rethinks about the last line in the second, but he is sure of the fact that his ‘He’ is joe and ‘Her’ is meg and all he needs is their blessings. Being greedy :P he wants a special bonus after 13 days.

Good morning!

P.S- I phoned my dad to tell him that I had stopped smoking. He called me a quitter. I could not understand what he actually meant but now I do. Someone rightly said "With stupidity the gods themselves contend in vain." If someone has doubts, I am the stupid guy here…